Speak to Grow up

I'm building a cocoon 

enveloped by resistance 

the free world is hostile 

towards free opinions 

media says it does not serve 

yet to stifle and grow silent 

should not be the goal 

of any sane society 

The real purpose of life 

is to grow and thrive 

regardless of shit

that is dumped 

as a matter of fact 

it is through shit 

that plants grow 

healthily in the Sun  

That's why I now wait 

in the darkness of myself

eagerly seeking out debate 

to finally break out my shell 

Here I will meet my true light 

my real essence of being 

grown out of dark matter 

butterfly effect 

of free thinking 

Heart of Gold

With a heart so big 

how could I ever entrust it to anyone 

seems like all I do is wallow and weep

when there is nothing to be sad about at all 

I am love as you can see 

so how would I ever forget it

the giving gift that keeps on giving 

must be lost to our naked eye to have wept it 

This simple truth is so great 

that we fail to oversee

the one thing eye got to give 

living so deeply in sights unseen 

Will it break when I expose it 

will it shatter when I let it go 

who can help me, who knows it 

I am riddled with fears so lonely 

It is so easy to love 

yet so hard to fully be 

Patience goes hand in glove 

with this blissfilled inner sea

Like a breath so existential

like a glance so mundane 

this love is interdimensional 

how could I ever contain it 

Better let it run freely 

and saturate the Universe wholly just

this is the purpose of my seed

a worthful spec of Godly stardust 

A Kiss

The whole day you're 

in the back of my mind

I'm doing my best 
not to give in

yet everywhere I look, 
it's you, I find

Was it for real or just a game? 

I wonder, what did you feel? 

I pray I felt the same.

To tell you the truth 

Ever since we first connected 

I've been seeing your face everywhere 

At first I thought it was just me imagining it 

But now that we've come close 

I can see in retrospect that it was true 

You are a most remarkable woman

and so to reach you, I will take my time

This is contrary to how I normally operate in love 

And so I pray wholeheartedly 

that this approach will bear fruit

to flower Divine

Pt 2.

I am not a musician like you

I don't read notes

I can barely keep a beat

But my instrument is my heart

and it spouts words 

like a fountain of youth

Gushing forth living waters

That want to be tasted by all

These inner workings 

give words a certain ring

So that my heart's destiny to love can't be stalled

You are going through a difficult time in life

And to that my offer still stands. 

In order to assist and aid you, 

you don't have to become my wife

You can also become a very close friend

That is not to say that I won't accept the day. 

That you might decide to become part of my life

I'm just being very politically correct

By keeping steady on the borderline

Between amorous love and a friendship Soul deep

Which it will be. Only God knows 

for we are notes in his song

And thus I surrender 

to His immeasurable sea

Where all ups and downs

Waves and ripples 

High tides and low tides 

Flow

Re Integrate Sacred Eden Now

Here I thought it was I 

who was forgotten 

as it turns out it was I 

who forgot You  

here I thought it was I 

who was last downtrodden 

and then again I see 

it is all about You  

You have given me the power 

to rise again in the morning 

You came to me at that final hour 

when I was so lost in sin 

Here I wonder how 

I will ever get close 

to You again

and then I remember 

I just have to learn 

to count the 10

all the blessings 

have already been 

bestowed upon me 

I just have to nurture them 

within the garden of my heart 

where You so planted them as a seed 

Time to rid all the weeds 

out of that Sacred place 

time to be with me like Christ 

who is inside of I giving rise 

to the humangelic Grace

Acknowledge Realign Unify Multiply

Uncharted territory 

in your heart and me 

awaits discovery 

of what's undeniably 

hidden in plain sight 

so why don't we see?

The heart of life 

beating within I 

is a sure thing

until we be died

in colors so grim 

that our Soul alights

This mortal coil 

imprisons the why 

in a vessel born of soil 

so we forget how to fly 

being grounded by foils 

we start believing the lie 

Alas.. we've lost the 'who' of Soul 

which bears the Love that am I 

yes that one all encompassing goal 

that spirits us away on wingless flights

as we unwear these clothes of fleshy coal

to be arum once more, so subtly, so light 

There there... Come now, enter 

let us realize and remember 

the genuine garden tender 

so we can again arise

from faulty masters 

slanderous lies 

To Love and be Loved 

the Blessed origin of all 

is such a pure sure thing 

a wilderness' voiceless call 

I can hear my DNA vividly sing:

"to be truly alive one first has to fall..."

That is why I venture 

to look beyond maps 

embracing the advent

you're currently on and 

in so doing fully reinvent 

the lost re-finetuning of man

Thank you Enki

thank you Ninmah

thank you wise ones 

who from "Heaven" to Earth came 

your laborious work here is now done 

it is our time to be on top of the game 

So say Adama, so say Titi

so say the seed that sows Peace 

praise the Lord, all-powerful and knowing 

...

how to set humanity free 

from the tethers of mental-atrophy 

Yearning Ends Slowly

Her actions will show it 

her words are unspoken 

why search for meaning 

when reason is flowing

Love can not be conquered 

not even tamed or contained 

starlight needs darkness to shine 

have you ever truly wondered why 

we all seem to crave for the same?

Making it nearly impossible to be found 

when we deny those sides to life and love

that make all things possible right now 

like light and dark, silence and sound 

And the funny thing is 

All is already stupendously close 

for all we need to do is surrender 

to the One that is, our internal glow

Some call it life 

some call it Soul 

others call it I 

I call it Love 

Heaven Enters Aligning Rooted Trust

A heart overflowing 

with an undying Love 

seeks to be known

beyond just God 

Wordless meanings 

convey deeper truths 

beyond cause agreeing 

to the Love within you 

I am that what I seek 

stillness wondering about 

till the Divine Eye takes a peek 

beyond the enclosing curtain of Sound 

I bathe in I Light 

I swim through I Love 

as sure as the Divine resides

within the Heart, fated in trust