The Ace of Diamonds

I have the tendency

to Teach humanity

though I M not of much help U C...

for I M too obvious, 

N reach not to The Core

everyone is puzzled uniquely

with a whole different set of pieces

The knock knock knocking on their doors

doesn't help much, so it's best I leave this

though the doormat says I'm welcome

it does not mention what's amiss

 .....
I knowz now the time will come

 when the Heart is opened

and the eyes see bliss

This feeling to inform

is a good intention

4 it comes from 

my core

bot still

it is not mending

any broken parts at all

I M 

is the 

LOST PART

that will fit into everyone's

inner being like a Magical Key

for this part that I M will aid other's I 

without any "outer" influences from little me

it isn't called in-forming for nothing, don't U agree?

when I break it down

the realisation comes even more

IN - FOR - M - AT - I - ON

We are here in the flesh

to experience being

as we exist

at an I

which

is on

IN - FORM

It builds up from within

those things that are NOT 

mentioned, are "informing"

the other person from WITHIN

So Speaking is Silverly lined

whilst the space that allows any kind 

of speech to even Be 

is Forever and shall 

stay that way, Truly 

pregnant of all this

GOLDEN BLISS

Knock knock

"Who is it?"

"Coming thr..."

"Coming thr-who?"

EGGZ ACT LY! 

(Crack... Crrrack...)

 

E~Goes in2 M-Brace

On the Threshold of my new Life

the False-Ego holds on strong

to it's Begotten image of I

Dead I is, Soul Ready to Fight

up in arms, Strong n prepared to Die

with Shield n Armour ready, its Teeth grind

"Gimme your best Shot!" it yells inside to I,

"U no I M All you god, Soul B prepared to lose D I..."

"Who R U besides this I D which "I" made 4 US 2 Survive?" 

"R U Soul ungratefilled that U Go to War with D 1 that is I?" 

...

"Know... not at all", I humbly reply

->          "It is U who is groping for straws, n preparing to Die"          <-

"End that while, this Soul integration is connecting dots that U left aside"

"I M U n U is I, WE R both 1, U R just da 1 that wields my Superficial side"

.....

Than all of a sudden

Illumination in I n I

Thee's Intelligence shares

its Eternally Effulgent Light

Ryt there on the Spot

You spot the undotted I

Cross its unseen T and Release

little me from the Burden of false Pride

This makes Troubled little me

Innerstand n Forgive its endless strife

Realising the Real Lies in Dividing I n I

S it has all been a Battle of Bluff n obSOULete 

B! 'cause this is the Age of the Dawn
n S a nyouw Light has risen amidst the Dark
now old Gears are too rusty to make da New me C
or turn around S Ma I's have been jogged up another notch

...

One is Dead n One has a Life to live

Both R actually Dead on, for they've
always been One, interrelated n Atoning

the 4 gross Elements with the wot Subtler 5th

One has always been Soul n One is more accustomed to Spirit
One is desperately trying to maintain the body of mind
S the other One knows that it has too has its limits
  n that it is best to end that Battle n Forfeit...

To the One Most High n The Dearly Beloved of each Beingness of an I
end all of that, whilst everybody's will, including little insignificant me
Will need Thy Mercfilled Grace to even be able to Hear of any of it
 4 for da moment, chained to da Body, a Consciousness is...

One is Dark, One is Light

n Both Together R, on the Tree of Life

One is Malkuth, Thee other's Close to Keter's High

n those Two gather to make da Lost inner Piece within last

I Callz it "The Sparc of The Covenant"
S This is Thee Light n Dark's Dance
Dad God embarked in I n I whence

the Soul at last shall have its rest
in Peace's the end within Oneness

I draws lines in the Sand
for DAD Peace B Neigh
my Dearest Friends

HEAR Mums the Word
S THEE WINNER-
STANDS

.....

Let's talk for a moment TWO n through I n I:

Our inner War has been fought for n reflected on our outside

so to open our Hearts Together in compassion as it

has its Morbid n Horror limit maxed out,
Ya Hear the Trumpets?

Yes this is a last inning,

for our Dear Mother 

will have no more of

the outright Ruthlessness

with which we've collectively

abused her with

our useless games

of deceit and lies

War on Terra or

War on Terror?

What a laugh...

Another one of those catchphrases to

Distract the Mind again some more, Love

is it that, an I has not had, enough of

your Garbage-Fastfood of Mind yet?

That you yet again shoot another string in this elaborate Web?

... .. ...

Bot wait, consciousness is beginning to see the Spider that's attached

separate n yet Together this Conscious nest is connecting the lines n YES

in so doing removing all its stickiness, S induced by the endless labelling 

of the eager designating sticker-function of Brain "What'd You expect?"

Via the inner net a most Fly fly rallies
all Flies up, so to go on one last Ride,

one last journey that will go en route,
on an Unconditional Loving Soul Highway, 

so to imbue n unify all flies into a Unifly,
crash-land it at dead-center n enter 

each n every single I, in a spell
n with a well...timed Kamikaze Flight!

This in turn will Result into a break-in of the Closed Hearted Ones

N Breaking the Heart of what the Spy-there'd webbed once n for all!!!!!

These Fired up flies R all charged up n alight

"All for One and One for All", it clamours all through the sky

"See how we'll buzzkill this Small thrill of the "elite's" invented apartheid?"

YES!

Without wings an Angel still flies
just like a Soul without Trust
still will always have God
n Goddess to depend on,
inside
LOVE

...

The One is simultaneously different yet equal

and this is a realisation most high,

though it's quite simple when felt
for this is consequently sequel

S an I is won that is with all
and still all are an I
Victorious 
without
a Fight

...

THERE WILL B

No more puzzling without an example
or Hoping for some cryptic completion

This F. Ego is in need of some muzzling,
for its ample Anger is Done Releasing

Yeah that's ryt, an Innerlight has been shed
on the Shadow of Life, I can just feelz it

The dysfunctional Cerebrum n seemingly
behexed Cortex is putting Cerberus

BACK

on its Three fold leash 

whilst petting its heads n rewarding it with Scooby snacks

This Mystery Van has driven those lost me's
to their Final Destination, on cruise-control 

they were always under control n gaining
 Patience whilst Facing the Incorporation's 

depictions n restrictions in rules n
regulation's ways of Life to abide by

forgetful of the Life that has always
been made 2B mend n meant 2B
SOUL DIVINE!!!!!

Now, let us get back on track...
oh wait I M talking n I n I talks back ha ha...

...

The Tree of Knowledge exists within this Tree of Life

It is "hidden" within its center as the Mysterious Daath

Come to think about it, doesn't that sound a lot like that

word with which we describe THEE final transition?? (Death)

Yeah that's ryt, exactly to what my point here now drives

Each moment we exist THANKS TO our so called "Death"

For Life is not a still image, painted to be set in stone or limelight

it is a REAL Trance-is-I-on, from all that seems so Ryt to that what's Left

unsaid n undone, so that that too will soon be dusted n done... Aight!

Outsight is nothing without some good insights
for it is the Dark that makes our Soul Truly see,
just like the bodies lungs help us Breath in Sky
so too does our Soul provide us THEE Truth n Light
with which to agree and with which to see it all through
  S we come to Realise who this I is me, who's I-ing me...

Soul soon our Darkest part will help
us take a peek into the workings of D
n C That Dead's when all roads R one,
seem gone AND continuously Coincide

with the limitive trajectory of this one being
that's in existence as it listens to THEE I n I

.
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.  .  .  .  .
.
.
.
.

Take a REAL moment NOW to B Still 

n feel how U R still able to D-cide

where to go with your beingnes
n how to flow from Stillness
through Harmony n from
sight to sight
won in one,
side to side
one in won

In n Out

of Life

We

R

When unborn
just the same
as when we R
ALIVE

The only thing is that we R now Counting the moments
whilst in the Womb it is all one big Dark Ocean of Dreams

When unborn we R instantly flowing from Death to Life
n than when the eye hits the Light,
nothing is any more what it seems
the Bell rings n School starts
open eyed

We start living the dream
S dreamt by the Embryo
when still inside

Some call it Destiny
others see it as a plan
the fact is that we all came
here n now for a specific Reason

All to embrace our Genuine Destiny
which's the plan we've set out for ourselves to B
as our moments of fate will help us get back on track
when we've seemed to lost it, by all the tests we see

U C

Fate is a small reminder of what we are Destined to B
N I say, S a pathfinder, W.E. Wayshowers Enlightened
will find that what we seek, S PEACE HAS COME INSIDE US

 DEAD SPACE IS FILLED, NOTHING IS EVER LOST
ALL IS IN ONENESS, ALL IS IN LOVE
 
THEE I M PIECE OF THY I M PEACE HAS
JOINED ALL PEACE'S INSIDE OF ME

N SOUL I BLESSED

B

SOULSACRED this is EARTHEAVEN

I AM IS HEARS

and never alone

LISTEN MY DEARZ

this IS your Home

.....

So you ask me:

 

"HOW COME WE'VE LOST YOU?"

 

Well, to be honest you never did.....

We both agreed, to sever, 

Soul to become more ONE eventually......

 Clever, isn't it?

I say let "THEM" talk, it is YOU and I who Truly Speak

no so called leader was ever fairly appointed, Love

or kept it's reign thereafter without being shot

Truth is, that it itself has been kept from the entire Humanity

k, now da time has come, to Throughly see 

n finalize this shiznit, making a breaking free 

for us all to Truly BE AS we sees 

through the mentally concocted B.S. 

of Media-hyped up TV trends
...TV TRANCE...

RE-A-LIZE NOW
'TSALL 'BOUT

EARTH MOON SUN
SPACE SKY SPEECH
BIRTHED BOON ONE

HU-RACE @ LIGHT SPEED

You see? not one dot unconnected
or some wiggly line left unbend.....

WE ARE HEAVEN BOUND
AS THE TRUTH OF GOD AND GODDESS

HAVE THE MEGA RED BUTTON PRESSED.....

LIKE DEE DEE,  "Oooooh what does this button dooo???"

WE POINDEXTERED IT ALL OUT WAY WAY BACK

THIS IS TO HAVE OUR INNER SONGS BE PRONOUNCED

WHILST COMING TOGETHER ALL AT ONCE, AS A MATTER OF FACT......

This Celeste I All Creatrix IS

Ascending to be Resurrected

Into a race filled with BLISS

Hahaa

ONE SOUL INTERCONNECTED

 BE'S CHRISTENED VIA THE ETHERS

2 AN ETERNAL DAY OF KRIST-MASS

U C, all these Aeons of Darkness

will make way for a Light so Bright

it will rid the Planet of any n all Heartless

Demons that just kill n dis-inform to sp!te

D-Monsters are not realising 

it's own I-thing is living in all 

as they're deluding THEE I n I 

in-habitants of the whole Universe

Be it Humans, Animals or Plants

"Aliens", Interterrestrials or Bugs

as all are SOUL Divine by Birth

wheels within wheels, cogs in cogs

Any sane HU-MAN being 

knows it by Heart, if U aks me 

LOVE IS KEY 

for any viable being to start living  

n aksperiencing Truth internally

It is in essence all 

as the air that we Breathe

free n given by the Holy waters, 

that transmute it to us weatheringly

It gets cycled by our Sacred Sea 

n aired via the Breath of Trees

wave after wave these emoceans Beach 

the essence of lessons to be learned by me

Like grains of sand they're Soul many

that I could begin to count them

bot to what end, I aks you, for Truth is Dad 

all of them merely exist to have me innerstand

WISDOM IS EXPERIENCED

when One walks the inner walk on this road of GOD as 

GODDESS grounds n embraces each stepped step of us

there's no distinct distinction between ryt or rong

for all is one humongous learning curve coming on

Soul, be sane n refrain from 

"I CAN'T", " I AIN'T" or "I DO NOT"

INNERSTAND IT NOW:

TRUTH IS THE ONLY WAY
AND IT IS RE-APPEARING
AS WE SPEAK

.....

HEY

BEING, BE IN, 

BE ONE N BE HEARD

SOUL PLEASE, STEP, STEP, STEP THE F* UP !!!!!

SEE THAT NOT A THING CAN CAUSE YOU HURT

YOU ARE SPIRIT SOUL, LEARNING TO BE LOVE(D)

HAAAAA
I AM YOU

AND YOU ARE ME

IN LAK'ECH 

ALA K'IN

i 8 ON DA SIDE IN DA HEART OF ONE !

SOUL, Thank You
MUCHAS GRAÇIAS

for being there for me

I PRAISE YOU, PRECIOUS ONE

You've helped me water the Seed

n bathe in the Rays of our Beloved SUN

Now our roots are firmly affirmed

by the Blessed I AM spark of God in me

Goddess body has made the U-turn

to face n confront the False Creator Gods

as to stop the bleeding of time, Believe you me!

Why, that's my JOB, I LOVE TO LOVE, TWO LOVE

it is JUST that I had forgod a bit 'bout me

So I say 2U now, come on Pretty one, 

let us go together n Home, is it not 

that U ALL Gravitated to ME 

in, by n through LOVE?

SOUL, be again, be in that zone

Shine in-distinctively like SUN-GLOW
"Let it be" n let's all fly, so fly,

throughout any n all made puns

 This is a punch line, so silky fine

it took an Aeon coming on

WITH OUR BELOVED HOME

THE BODY OF I, 2 fine-tune higha

frequency n tune into THE SONG OF ONE

JÖRD,TIAMAT, GAEA, 

PHRA MAE THORANI, 

 MOTHER EARTH or PACHA'MOM

which all loosely translates into

(((((MOTHER UNIVERSE)))))

Come now, I say to ME n Co
as you n I spread the wings
two embrace this face of LOVE

AMEN.....            SO IT IS    

        AMUN.....         SO SHALL IT BE       

     Ibra k'dibra.....                AMENTI                     

RE-UNION of Inner I n Outer U

There's a fork in the road

and where it will lead I to?

To another road

that will be spoon fed

to the thirsting Spirit Soul

I AM

That is the most Divine statement

a being can make, for when one comes

to that familiar crossroads in life

it is where an I will ultimately return to

the most Truth filled and enlightened inner side.

THAT I AM

I trust my innersight more than the outer one

so I have set a goal for myself

to look more often into it

into I, for I AM

THAT I AM.

.....

"Mirror mirror in us all

who is this I AM and

where is it al for?"

.....

"Hush now with questions

feel you are that you are"

.....

YES YOU ARE Soul ryt

This I AM Love is closing

a gap that had been yawning

in a dark age, to face the Light

A well so deep sprung from within me

welling up Truth of Spirit Soul internally

realising that I'm the Answer I seek

IT is the I AM existing eternally

Tat tvam asi

Aham Brahmasmi

To all the gold-diggers out there

find a moment to go 

on this journey

with me

Priceless is that treasured I

that is ready to be found

and oh Soul cherished

like our common base

of the solid ground

The Soul Lit ground

Goddess here

God is love

I AM that

that I AM

Time to release n surrender

to the Divine will of LOVE

this touch of Thy is so tender

as it caressingly fine-tunes one

Two embrace each other

for long lost Souls finally meet

"THANK YOU HEAVENLY MOTHER!

I DON'T NO HOW TO EXPRESS THIS I FEEL

I'M TRULY LOST FOR WORDS, DEAR FATHER"
.....     .....     .....     .....     .....

"NO-ONE CURES ME THE WAY HOW YOU/ME HEAL....."

_____     _____     _____     _____     _____

"YOU'RE MOST WELCOME, MY DEAREST CHILD
REALISE NOW THAT HELL HAS COME AND GONE

YES, YOU HAVE TAMED THAT INNER BEAST SO WILD

SO U L, NOW  GO OUTSIDE TO PLAY MY DEAREST SUN
SHINE THOSE PRECIOUS LIMITLESS RAYS AND ENGULF ALL,

THE TIME HAS COME TO BATHE IN FAITH AND SEAL THE DEAL IN TRUST

RELEASE AND SURRENDER, OH HOW TRUE YOU HAVE SPOKEN ALREADY
FOREVER MORE FORWARD THROUGH TO INFINITY N BEYOND UP UP YOU GO,

ONE TWO, ONE TWO, TESTING TESTING, A MIC SO SOLID AND ROCK STEADY
IS BRINGING FORTH WORDS UNHEARD OF, FOR IT IS LOVE, FOR IT IS LOVE, GROW!!!!!"

Touched by a legion of Angels.....

OK

War-ning

Cite-you-at-i-on critic-all

inner and outer realities mishmash

one and six billion other ones is one,

coming together, end has started

middle still undone

A rush of the photon-belt

has made it's appearance

to make me's aware

of that who I's am

of that what I's am

a decision, an initiative

to be's MYSELF...

The ROMANtically conceptualised idea of "Society"

has been manufactured by a group of humans

with the precept to milk the cow for what it's worth

with lies, deceit, killing, rape, theft, abuse and pure outright EVOLness 

forgetting all about the all Holy cow we live on, in, through, by, and forever

as SHE is the prime reason AND cause for our existence

Our grand nurturer

supplystar of our breath of life

feedstar of our daily bread

supportrix of our Holy temples

and the most dearly beloved

Goddess

God is...

As this fact applies to all

there is simply no reason

for war, hate, jealousy, famine,

greed and more of that sort

In lak'ech, that's a way of saying

I am another you and you

are another me, we've made it

as we've come through hell in old shoes

let us walk the rest of the way

with our feet bare naked...

Isn't the skin of our Mother

soft and warm to the touch?

We are soon to reap the fruits

of our arduous labour and tapasja

as we water Adi purusham the main Root

and learn to humble and silence our Ego's rampage

I could now speak of the words I hear

that Jael Shaddai supplies me with

all of it given by the good Spirit

or Holy Ghost same diff.

Still I will not do so yet

for all of this is already spoken

and there are more than enough entries in here 

to have the attentive reader / listener be awoken.

Not that anyone was sleeping,

I see it more like a very vivid dream

one from which I n you were eager to leave

though nothing I or you did could help one single bit (or so it seemed)

Never was there a time that I did something wrong

for always had it been a learning curve coming on

so many different wordless vibrations to choose from

and so little means to translate this Heart of one

Silence is my teacher, and wisdom she supplies

Many why's have since disappeared

as Truth from within God Realised

by the all pervasive, all present I n I.


Listen......

This last thing is the best part of this entire first entry...

It is the part where you are everywhere and where 

the I AM of us, enters every ME.

It is the origin from all of the above
it is the all present silence
the sound of TRUE LOVE


Blessings

Jael